This is quite a pointless post. XD

March 14, 2008

Aish. School starts in two days, and I’m slightly apprehensive for its start, as I’ve yet to finish craploads of homework.


I’m such a procrastinator, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to reform myself, which is rather unfortunate, as I want to be the head of some multicorporation one day.


But yes, the stress factor has totally gone up here. Actually, it’s jumped so high that the fire alarm will soon be set off by my spontaneously combusting, which in turn, will totally melt the harddrive of my already-busted computer (which, after one year of use, has not yet been attacked by a virus. Thank you, thank you, I’m amazing. XD).

Anyway, moving on to happier subjects. XD

As all four of my readers may have noticed, I’ve changed my layout … !!!! (Thanks candychu for your very nice comment. You’re an absolute darling. :)) For the record, I’ve no clue what I did, really. I used to change my livejournal layouts like a chameleon changes colour and like a snake sheds skin, so I figured it was time I jazzed things up with the appearance of my wordpress blog, which, btw, was totally boring me to death. And yes, the image header is most definitely from the lovely j-drama, Nobuta wo Produce, which I’ve been shamelessly promoting on everyone else’s blog, but my own. I’m really quite unashamed though – it must be the 10% asian in me and the 90% something else. (I haven’t quite decided where I belong. XD YAH, it’s all in my journey to self-actualization.)

And, woot, my seeds have begun germinating! This won’t mean anything to you if you’re not in my biology class, and I may seem like a freak right now, but I DON’T CARE, because my radish seeds are finally germinating! Hehe, I’m slightly impatient, as you may have noticed. XD  And I use “XD” a ridiculous amount. But, like I said, it’s all contributing to my goal of becoming self-actualized.  

Yes, anyhow, like I’ve aforementioned, this post is completely pointless, and only being written because I’ve nothing better to do (besides the four lab writeups, the some 100 ecology questions, the 11 English passages to analyze that I’ve on my list of things-to-do, but somehow, this is more exciting. I wonder why … ?), but I shall leave you with this gem (because I evidently don’t promote Youtube enough on this blog. XD).

Skip the following section if you’d like to save your eyes:




Yes, ahem, fangirly moment over. I shall attempt to grab a hold of myself. 😉

But, anyway, I’ve never really seen Junsu as being eye-candy. XD (Please contain yourselves. I will start praising him soon, I promise.) He’s always been, I’m sorry, the least good-looking out of all the members, concerning my personal preferences and what *I* personally look for in a guy celebrity. Which sounds like a terribly shallow thing to say, but I will get to the good stuff.

That is not to say that he isn’t adorable. What he doesn’t have in looks, he definitely makes up for in personality. Out of all the members, I find that he has the most dynamic personality, the most welcoming grin, and is probably the most appealing member after Jaejoong, but that’s because Jaejoong was the first member I was ever attracted to, so I’m incredibly biased. He’s completely date-able and from what I see on-camera (as if I’d ever be able to see him off-camera XD), he’d be perfect boyfriend material (or best friend material. I’ll take either!). Plus, can you even begin to imagine Junsu SERENADING to you?! That completely blows my mind (not only because it’ll never happen to me XDDD), but because it’d be oh-so-perfect (like dipping into a vat of delicious cream XD) and would be a possible scenario concerning my much-tooo-early demise. (Dude, I’d drop dead just seeing him in the flesh. Gah!).

But yes, it’s quite endearing seeing him wake up. Although it feels slightly like an invasion of privacy XDDDD, it’s nice seeing him act (somewhat) like a normal person, one evidently exhausted by his work – to the point where he grabs a couple winks here and there, no matter what position he’s in. Of course, immediately after noticing the camera, it was evident that he put on his on-camera personality again, but still, it was nice seeing the somewhat real, albeit asleep, Xiah Junsu. And he was mucho adorable (so adorable, I think my heart stopped beating for a couple secs) when he was just sitting there, blinking and (Thank God!) not noticing the camera a foot away from his face. XDDD

For now, I’m simply going to state that my attraction to Junsu has grown slightly a whole lot stronger after seeing one clip of him waking up. But, really, as a fan, it’s nice to see this evidently, quite real side of him. Now, personally, he doesn’t seem so removed from the rest of society, but truly seems like a real, living, breathing human being (and not some mindless robot following LSM’s orders).

Nonetheless, although I’m aware that tis the life of  a celebrity and his camera-man, I still feel like I’m intruding on his privacy by watching this clip. I mean, the poor boy evidently wanted a nap, and I dunno about you, but I definitely can’t sleep if a camera’s trained on me. Actually, just last weekend at my church’s sleepover, as I was dropping off to sleep, I felt something staring at me, and when I opened my eyes, there was my friend’s FLESLFHLHF camera lens right in my face. It was slightly disturbing (wow! My one minute of fame. XD), and resulted in a really awkward moment between my friend and I, which was quickly overcome by my consenting to having my unattractive picture taken. Still, from that one incident, I feel (or maybe I’m deluding myself into feeling) like I can identify with not just Junsu’s, but any celebrity’s, inhibition and lack of privacy. I’m completely aware that this is what celebrities and public figures have to put up with, but to not even be able to take a private nap without a camera totally in your face is just wrong in my reality. That said, I realize how completely hypocritical I’m being in publicizing this clip on my blog. But, really, I’ve provided both sides to some sort of argument (I really, actually, don’t know what or why I’m even arguing. XD), and this clip is honestly going to be publicized, no matter what I write.

But, Mr. Junsu, you really are quite ze cutie.



  1. a pointless YET long post might I add 😛 Which i very much lke
    ‘my seeds have begun germinating’ … if u were a boy and u said that, I wudve giggled like a school girl … *giggles like a school girl anyway*

    Junsu is my second favourite dbsk member…no i do not rank them, i promise…for reals…but I’ll admit that wen i first came to know dbsk, junsu didnt appeal much to me. BUT this was all based on ONE PICTURE! And the minute I listened to their music and found his voice I was like ZOMG ILU! (and I hate saying ZOMG) Coz Im that sort of person. I mean first impressions count, but when it comes to celebritys a lot of the time I find myself falling for them due to their talent. So when “O” came out and Junsu cut his hair I was like “LET ME JUMP ON YOU” wow.

    I’ve seen that clip n times now…and I still love it. Because Junsu is so squishable. I may sound like a pervert butI like seeing pics/clips of celebrities sleeping…coz I enjoy seeing the ‘off-camera’ side of them. And the second he opens his eyes and catches the camera how much do you want to kiss that face???????????????? Or..maybe thats just me…:S

  2. Hahaha, glad to see you slowly making your way up the Jungian tree of self-actualization (sorry, couldn’t help throwing that Princess Diaries reference in there)

    Love the new layout. Especially the header. I’ve been wanting to change my header for awhile now, but…I’m waiting for a photoshop genius to offer to do it for me XD

    Junsu is ADORABLE. I love his laugh, it’s infectious… And that VOICE, HOMG. Actually, he kinda reminds me of JJ Lin. Ooo, and he’s a good dancer too, have you seen his solo at the “O” concert? SO HOT.

    I think that him and Changmin would be my second equal favourite members, just because Changmin is so sarcastic, and has been looking so hot lately XD

    I feel sorry for Junsu though, he can’t even SLEEP without being filmed… I wouldn’t be able to handle that, I like my personal space way too much. XD

  3. I love le Junsu too…! He’s SOOOOOOOO cute as a button and has so much charisma! I HATE the fact that SM makes them put on these onstage personas/images (actually, I think Changmin is the most real because he just seems that way… and Heechul… cause he’s special ^^) because… they all seem so perfect. I will do a post — someday — about what I think DBSK’s REAL personalities are like from what I’ve garnered from various talk shows and their own talks about how they are offstage.

    I LOOOOVE your new layout! it’s so crisp and refreshing! I’m really into greens right now though (I have no idea why, because I look horrible in green)… so I think I may do some tinkering on my own site as well…!

    I wanna see the clip of Junsu waking up! Is it the one with the house tour? or is it like a real camera?

  4. Candycandycandychuuuuuuuu , the fact that I can write a 1000-word long, but rather pointless post, just displays my AWESOME rambling skillzzzz. Beat that, yo. XD

    LOL, I only realized the (dirty XD) connotation behind my statement after you pointed it out. XD *giggles like a schoolgirl* with you, because we’re COOL LIKE THAT. Heeeee.

    The boys are SO ranked in my head (I say this shamelessly XD). As hard as I try NOT to rank them, it’s near impossible, because in certain areas, I’ll prefer one or two over the others. So, basically, I have these little competitions in my head (because I’m not enough of a loser) where I’ll pit the members against each other … but honestly, it’s all fair, because each of the DONG BANG boys have won at least once. XDDDDD

    And NO, it’s not just you. Seriously, the minute he opened his eyes and started looking around, I wanted to kiss his nose. XD Nope, not his lips, but his NOSE, because I’m SUPER cool like that.

    But honestly, HOW DOES HE WAKE UP SO PRETTILY?! I TRY to wake up that nicely, but really, I’ve scared my brother walking out of my room in the morning, so … obviously not meant to be. XDDD Instead of sleeping beauty, you get the incredible hulk (minus the green).

    Pinkandsparkly! , I was HOPING someone would catch the Princess Diaries references …. !!! I was giggling away madly as I wrote “my journey to self-actualization”, even though it’s kinda sorta true and I’m probably more messed up than Mia Thermopolis is (so my journey should, therefore, take much longer than her’s did). XD

    The paper airplanes was SUCH an adorable scene from NwP. And it totally represents the theme “Friendship”, so I was like, WHY NOT?!?!

    Omigaaahhh, I ❤ JJ Lin with all my heart. He is SO GOOD and he’s got such a fantastic voice! Maybe not the best looker, but zomg, his voice is JUST SO CREAMY and RICH and DELICIOUS and I’m totally hungry right now. Heeeeeeee. And yes, junsu’s laugh IS infectious. Actually, he, Changmin and Micky all have adorable laughs. (I actually REALLY like Micky’s laugh, just because he sounds like he’s convulsing when he’s really killing himself over something stupid Junsu’s done. Meanwhile, it’s not Changmin’s laugh that totally kills me, per se, but HOW he laughs. The clapping, the falling backwards = TOTAL WIN! And Junsu’s laugh is … very unique. *nods and grins*)

    AND, seriously, with the personal space. ZOMG. I’m ridiculously unattractive when I wake up, so I HATE having a camera anywhere near my face early in the morning or right after a nap. It’s so embarrassing and so not cool.

    Oh yes, and btw, I’m SO ADDICTED to Akanishi Jin right now. SO ADDICTED. I hate you. ❤

    NANSHINANSHINANSHI , I have to agree. Changmin DOES seem to have the most realistic personality out of the group. I mean, his UFO replies are ALWAYS so witty and exactly what I feel a normal person would say under the same circumstances. XD And Heechul … is totally comfortable in front of the camera. Which is a good thing lol. I can’t imagine him any other way, because zomg, the things he does are so … typical of him. XD

    You’d BETTER do that post one day! It sounds soooo interesting, and I’d genuinely like to know! And maybe I’ll do one in reply. And of course, I’ll shamelessly promote your blog on mine. XDDDD

    AHAHA. THANKS! I was getting super annoyed with the old one (too boring!), so yes, I decided to jazz things up. XD I’m really into greens too, right now! And yellows! I think it’s the coming Spring (OMG, April’s ALMOST HEREEEEEEE!) that’s making me super obsessed with all these pastels/ super bright colours. XD

    Sent you the url! Is he not SO KYUUUUUUUTE?!

    And I’m thinking of watching Prince Turns to Frog soon, just because you spazzed about it in one of your replies, and since you only spazz about things you TRULY BELIEVE IN, I’m giving it a go. Shall let you know what I think of it sometime soooon!

  5. That’s not fair…Im a princess diaries fanatic too but I didnt pick up that line 😦
    I actually thought u were referring to Looking for Alibrandi…coz thats wat that entire book is about…
    argh *runs off to have a cry*

    HAHA but guess what? We’re ALLOWED to giggle like schoolgirls coz we ARE still school girls MUAHAHAHAHA *ahem* mature much?

    LOL I wanted to press his nose xD down with my nose when I attack his lips it was basically calling out to me ‘PRESS ME” XD


    Have a nice day^^

    Oh and I love the extended nickname uve given me 😛 Glad to know someones excited to be typing my name 😛

    lol and…shhhh maybe I do secretly have the dbsk boys all ranked…and maybe the last two happen to be a tie bcoz im too nice to put one as no.5…*runs off again*

  6. LOL, it’s allll good, candiiiiiiiiiice. Next time, I’ll put in some reference that you’ll DEFINITELY GET. Okay?! KAY! (I’ll probably write in BIG capital letters : THIS REFERENCE IS FOR CANDYCHU’S EYES, AND CANDYCHU’S EYES ONLY … !!!!”)

    And and and, let’s be “MATURE” schoolgirls together, kay?!?!? XDDDDDD *giggles nonstop at seeds germinating*


    Yes, okay, back to chem. XDDD (I’ll probably write some long, extended post on Prince Turns to Frog one day, just because … I like writing long, pointless posts. XDDD <3)

  7. YAY 😀 *smiles as if you just gave me a big lollipop*

    LOL omg I really am a “mature” schoolgirl coz as soon as I got to the ‘seeds’ I STARTED LOL-ing and my mum’s like ‘what’s so funny about 4unit maths’? coz shhhh I’m also meant to be studying too ^^

    Yes, you be a good girl and do your chem while I continue to search through forums go back to studying my stupid maths *sigh*

    And when you start watch Prince Turns to Frog…I may pull out my dvd and start watching for the 500th time bcoz my life is still as sad as it was and I’d like a ‘prince/frog’ to come sweep me off my feet O.O

  8. This is just like commenting people on myspace, except no one has tacky glittery pages (thank goodness)

    I’ve already expressed my joy over you watching frog/prince.

    So instead, I will focus on the “youtube Akanishi Jin” mention.

    I LOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEE HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIM <3333333333333 And no, I don’t feel (too) shallow for liking him, cos I really do believe that he can sing, quite well :DDD

    Did you find any good videos? So I can steal them and put them in my pimp post? XDDD

    *runs off to watch Pinky performance, for the 53rd time*

    Btw, have you seen the “full” version of that performance? The one with the “girl”, who comes and dances with him?

  9. Candychu!! *hands over a multicoloured lollipop the size of YOUR FACE* XDDD

    *pats head*

    HAHA. I know how that feels … !!! I’m really bad in the sense that I always surf the net when I really should be working, so when I laugh away at something that I shouldn’t be looking at like there’s no tomorrow, my mum goes: “ARE YOU REALLY WORKING?!”, and my dad chimes in with “YEAH! WHAT YOUR MUM SAID!”. Yes, I’m obviously my parents’ daughter. XDDD

    LOL. I’d love for some famous prince to sweep me off my feet. But, *sigh*, I’ll make do with a some famous celebrity instead. XD

    Yes, yes, I’m quite modest. XDDDD

    Pinkandsparkly love

    Omigaaaahhh, isn’t Myspace’s layout ghastly at times?! (No offense to Myspace users, of course. I’m just as addicted to Facebook, which ain’t so pretty either. XDDD). But yes, their homepages aren’t the prettiest. Very very tacky, as you said. XD

    I’ve been watching Cartoon Kat-tun/Kat-tun Cartoon, and homg, the boys are hilarious! Especially Maru and Koki (I’m not sure if those are actually their names, or if I’m recreating my reality. As usual. XD). You should definitely check it out. Actually, I think I’m gonna do a pimp post on one of the celebrities they interviewed on the show, cos zomg, she was HILARIOUS and SUCH an anime freak. XDDDDD I’ve never read of any celebrity quite like her. XDDDD

    LOL, I’ve been sticking away from Jin’s performances XDDDD. I prefer a non-sexy Jin (like his adorable self on variety shows. XDDD) as opposed to the sexy Jin in the majority of his perfs. (This is mainly because I prefer “cute” guys over “hot” guys, because I’m totally weird (and masculine-esque) like that). For example, seeing guys shirtless?! Does nothing for me. XDDD Yes, I’m a guy in that sense. But seeing their cute personalities makes me go all fangirly, which is totally weird. XDDD

    That said, I like boys. A lot. XDDD I even love a few.


  10. […] a huge Junsu phase. (I blame playmeagain, who has been pimping Junsu, over at her blog; read this and […]

  11. Her last name Thermopolis is the exact name as the town in Wyoming. The town is small and I know a couple of people via television: Newell Sessions and John David Morris (known as Gabby on TV).

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