So We Talked All Night About the Rest of Our Lives … ♥

I’VE GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL. BOOYAH. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

And on a side note, I read the best quote of my life earlier today.  

“No rule, of course, against younger boyfriends, but still. Fourteen?

An hour later, when I heard the TV go off downstairs and heard Mom climb the stairs and walk to her room, I was still sitting in the chair and staring at the bed.

Fourteen?”

As spoken by the eighteen-year-old protagonist of the novel “Just Like That” by Marsha Qualey and totally mirroring my thoughts regarding SHINee (roflmao). Fantastic read … if you’re into teen reads.

… And yes, I do happen to have a very sad life.

 

P.S. Will reply to comments eventually! Prom Friday! Tres excited. :):) I’ll post prom pics up, but it WILL be a protected post because I’m VERY paronoid about Internet stalkers. Sorry to all my silent readers, but you’ll have to write some long extended comment explaining WHO you are, WHY you like/read my blog and WHY I should let you view peektures of me.

:(

OMG, I’M GOING TO FAIL ALL MY EXAMS … !!!

 

And lemme tell you, it’s not a great feeling at all.

*in great need of a pick-me-up*

What Do You Call a Fish with No Eyes?

F-S-H.

Hardee har har.

My eight-year-old sister’s been infatuated with her joke book lately, and as a result, I’ve been subjected to countless terrible jokes.

Yes, that’s how pathetic my life is.

Anyhow, I’ve been finding it tough to stay motivated for exam studying. Actually, it’s pretty much non-existent right now, since I can’t seem to muster up the energy to crack open my books and well, read them? Yes, I’m mucho fail at life.

Choosing a university program is also giving me a headache too, seeing as I’ve no clue what’s right for me. I’m most likely going into chartered accountancy, WHICH ISN’T A BAD THING AT ALL, although I’m motivated to become an accountant for all the wrong reasons. Quel horrible.

I SUCK AT FRENCH. I’M SORRY.

Anyway, I’ve been youtubing like mad as per usual lately and I’ve favourited lots of goodies, so be sure to check out my blog in three weeks for a video-heavy post! DBSK is so mega-addictive on youtube; it’s doing terrible things to my social life and my ability to string together a coherent sentence.

But, because I don’t feel like ending this post without at least posting ONE video, I shall present you with … THIS:

HAMBAGAH! Hambagah, yo!

Omigod, I love it when celebrities fail as much as I do; it gives me an oh-so-lovely warm feeling inside.

I AM NOT SADISTIC, NOR AM I MALEVOLENT. I DO NOT TAKE PLEASURE IN THE FAILURES OF OTHERS.

 

Just this boy’s. XDDD

Fanfic Obsession = NOT GOOD.

Urghhh.

I’m officially obsessed with hooked on to fanfics.

There are definitely some fantastic writers out there, and it bugs me a hell of a lot, seeing as I’ve got exams coming up in two and a half weeks (OMG), and I definitely can’t can’t CAN’T be distracted.

NONONONONONONO.

Kay, going to work now.

That’s right. WORK.

 

P.S. WordPress needs a “Friends” page. A blogroll ain’t good enough.

Some Updating Love. ♥

I’m liking WordPress’s new layout right now. Very snazzy. The orangeness of the dashboard is rather appealing, but as candyface has mentioned on her blog here, the placement of the categories widget is only a little … inconvenient.

Anyhow, seeing as I haven’t updated in eons (read: about two weeks), it’s about time I did. 

• I’m doing terribly in chem, which has forced me to find a tutor before I write my final exam in about a month. I’m seriously freaked out. FREAKED OUT.
• My parents are still pushing medical school. We have different visions for my future.
• SJ-M has surpassed my expectations. I never expected their voices to be this fantastic or their mandarin to be this articulate. Mighty impressed, I am.
• New songs for you to check out: Tonight (Lexy), Prince (Nicholas Teo), Around the World + Go! SORA (Monkey Majik), Himitsu (Koda Kumi … !!! *girlcrush* This is actually a download link. <3), Goodnight and Go (Imogen Heap), We Belong Together and Forever With You (Big Bang feat. Park Bom), Change Me and Cockney Girl (Wang Lee Hom) and Love Seat (Wheesung feat. Humming Urban Stereo). If you’d like me to send you a song (or multiple … !!!), drop me a line, because comments are <3. (Or I’m just immensely shallow. <3)  
• That said, I’m finally a fan of Wang Lee Hom, which took me long enough. It definitely didn’t help that the first song of his that I heard was “Girl Friend” (Nu Peng You), which I didn’t like at all. But yes, I’m now a MASSIVE fan of “Cockney Girl” (the female’s voice is LOVE), and his voice is SO versatile and nice.
• I thought I wouldn’t ever get into SNSD, but I’m now a ginormous fan of this girl here. Not only is she a blardy fantastic dancer, but she seems adorable and down-to-earth. Plus, she’s one of the lesser known girls in the group, which makes me love her so much more. XDDD But yes, she only sings one line in this clip (What exactly did you expect from a nine-girl group?!), but imo, she sings it better than anyone else. <33333
• I’ve been ridiculously addicted to Let’s Get Married (or issit We Got Married?!) lately. The premise of the show is to capture both the awkward and the adorable moments celebrities have together as they re-enact newly-married couples (I presume that they’ve had minimal contact with each other up until the show). As per usual, hilarity ensues. Yes, Alex and Shin Ae are absolutely adorable together, with a perfectly-gallant Alex and a playful (but incredibly shy) Shin Ae, but I’m rooting for the Andy-Solbi couple, because she’s so damn affectionate and he’s so … frightened by her. XD Plus, Andy has got what HAS to be the cutest smile I’ve ever seen in my entire life. Check out some lovin’ here, and be sure to drop the lovely Coolsmurf a line of thanks … !!!
• I’ve realized that the first thing I notice in guys is their smile, as opposed to their eyes. That’s why I’ve fallen in love with said guy here and here and here (Pause the video at 4:11 and you’ll totally see what I mean. His smile is FELJFHAJHSJHABDSHDKILUSM). And zomg, you’ll be hearing a ridiculous amount about this lovely jceleb (He’s farthest to the right. But yes, Kame and Yamapi = ♥ too … !!!) in ze future (if you haven’t already. XD).
• My exams are coming up in a month, so don’t be alarmed if I disappear off the face of the Earth in two weeks. XDDDD I’M STILL ALIVE, I SWEAR. Hehe.

 

<333333 you all … !!!

This Post is So Embarrassing, I Should Make It Private to Save Your Eyes and to SAVE MY SOUL.

So, my lovelike for Mr. Xiah Junsu has been growing exponentially with each passing day, which is completely hilarious and ironic, because as aforementioned, I’ve always been a huge fan of his voice, but never him personally. That is, until a couple of days ago when I stalked him on youtube and analyzed his sleeping habits. GO ME.  But yes, it was only recently that I got past my hate of his somewhat self-deprecating attitude, which imo, has been fueling his need for attention, hence the non-stop Oyaji gags and the constant (and rather irritating) emphasis on his “charisma”. Puh-leeeeeeeeease, I find his smiling face heaps more adorable than his expressionless charismatic face.

Seriously though, I can’t help but laugh in disbelief when Junsu says that he’s not as good-looking as the members. UH, HELLO?!?! You’re a FREAKING celebrity, are you not?! You have a fantabulous voice with marvelous voice control. You have the most unique laugh that I’ve been privileged to hear multiple times thus far in my life (Eukyangkyang, anyone?! XDDD). You’re a part of Yoosu – one of the two power couples of DBSK (the other being Jaeho, but lol, one must admit that that couple is purely fanservice. XD).  

Omigod, you’re a part of DBSK.

 

 

I have nothing to say to you now.

So, really, so what if you’re not as good-looking as the others?! So what if you’re a little shorter?! So what if you embarrass yourself on a daily basis?! So what if your laugh is a little on the strange side (although completely endearing, might I add XD)?

Omigod, you’re Xiah JUNSU. 

 

 

You have a massive fanbase (of which I’m now a part of XDDD). You’re spectacular at soccer. Fangirls all over the world unite in their love for you, followed by mass chaos in their attempts to bring down everyone else around them so they can be the one to marry you. And zomg, have you not read some of those blog entries written about you (this one included XDDD)?! Love for you is proclaimed from website to website, entry to entry, header to header. Yes, the words “I LOVE YOU”/ “SARANGHAE” followed by “XIAH JUNSU” are hard to miss.

And might I add that I love how you sing?! Homg, you’re absolutely breathtaking at times; just the way you put your entire mind, heart and body into your songs is tres inspiring. Really, I could watch fancams of you during your Love in the Ice perfs for days on end without stopping, because I . CAN’T . GET . ENOUGH . OF . THE . WAY . YOU . MOVE . YOUR . BODY . Especially during your solo.

Actually, I can’t get enough of your body. Period.

I can’t believe I just wrote that line.

THIS ENTRY IS WAYYYY TOO MUSHY FOR ME. I NEVER DO THIS. THIS ISN’T MEEEEE.

But, hey, you’re Xiah Junsu. You kinda deserve to have an entry all to yourself.

And you’re not bad-looking, you know?

…

…

…

Your nose is cute.  

How Convenient … !!!

You are 3:15 p.m.

You are the moment when the last bell rings and school lets out for the day. You are resistant to schedules and obligations, so you love feeling like you’re in control of your life again. You are the very moment when the second hand hits the 12, and the halls fill with noise and motion. Even if your after-school time is packed with activities, lessons, or a job, somehow, you just feel freer in the late afternoon than you do earlier in the day. Maybe it’s all that blue sky and afternoon sunshine? Nah — even on rainy days, 3:15 is always a beautiful time.

So, yes, because I’ve been stalking my lovely CANDYCANDYCANDYCHUUUUU!!! as of late, she’s unknowingly wheedled me into taking this quiz.

And I must say, how appropriate that the time of day I am is that exact time at which my school lets out. Because, yes, THANK GOD, school’s out and I can once again return home to mug in front of the computer to finish up all that homework that I’ve still yet to finish. XDDD   

But still, that hour-and-a-half bus ride home is pure bliss.  

This is quite a pointless post. XD

Aish. School starts in two days, and I’m slightly apprehensive for its start, as I’ve yet to finish craploads of homework.

WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!

I’m such a procrastinator, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to reform myself, which is rather unfortunate, as I want to be the head of some multicorporation one day.

WHY DO I SET SUCH RIDICULOUS GOALS FOR MYSELF?!

But yes, the stress factor has totally gone up here. Actually, it’s jumped so high that the fire alarm will soon be set off by my spontaneously combusting, which in turn, will totally melt the harddrive of my already-busted computer (which, after one year of use, has not yet been attacked by a virus. Thank you, thank you, I’m amazing. XD).

Anyway, moving on to happier subjects. XD

As all four of my readers may have noticed, I’ve changed my layout … !!!! (Thanks candychu for your very nice comment. You’re an absolute darling. ) For the record, I’ve no clue what I did, really. I used to change my livejournal layouts like a chameleon changes colour and like a snake sheds skin, so I figured it was time I jazzed things up with the appearance of my wordpress blog, which, btw, was totally boring me to death. And yes, the image header is most definitely from the lovely j-drama, Nobuta wo Produce, which I’ve been shamelessly promoting on everyone else’s blog, but my own. I’m really quite unashamed though - it must be the 10% asian in me and the 90% something else. (I haven’t quite decided where I belong. XD YAH, it’s all in my journey to self-actualization.)

And, woot, my seeds have begun germinating! This won’t mean anything to you if you’re not in my biology class, and I may seem like a freak right now, but I DON’T CARE, because my radish seeds are finally germinating! Hehe, I’m slightly impatient, as you may have noticed. XD  And I use ”XD” a ridiculous amount. But, like I said, it’s all contributing to my goal of becoming self-actualized.  

Yes, anyhow, like I’ve aforementioned, this post is completely pointless, and only being written because I’ve nothing better to do (besides the four lab writeups, the some 100 ecology questions, the 11 English passages to analyze that I’ve on my list of things-to-do, but somehow, this is more exciting. I wonder why … ?), but I shall leave you with this gem (because I evidently don’t promote Youtube enough on this blog. XD).

Skip the following section if you’d like to save your eyes:

OMG, IS HE NOT ADORABLE, THIS XIAH JUNSU?!?!??!?! HE MAKES ME GO AHFEHFKHFSDHF ALL THE TIME. SERIOUSLY, I COULD EVEN SEE HOW SHINY (AND BUTTON-LIKE) HIS NOSE WAS. XDDDDDD    

 

 

Yes, ahem, fangirly moment over. I shall attempt to grab a hold of myself.

But, anyway, I’ve never really seen Junsu as being eye-candy. XD (Please contain yourselves. I will start praising him soon, I promise.) He’s always been, I’m sorry, the least good-looking out of all the members, concerning my personal preferences and what *I* personally look for in a guy celebrity. Which sounds like a terribly shallow thing to say, but I will get to the good stuff.

That is not to say that he isn’t adorable. What he doesn’t have in looks, he definitely makes up for in personality. Out of all the members, I find that he has the most dynamic personality, the most welcoming grin, and is probably the most appealing member after Jaejoong, but that’s because Jaejoong was the first member I was ever attracted to, so I’m incredibly biased. He’s completely date-able and from what I see on-camera (as if I’d ever be able to see him off-camera XD), he’d be perfect boyfriend material (or best friend material. I’ll take either!). Plus, can you even begin to imagine Junsu SERENADING to you?! That completely blows my mind (not only because it’ll never happen to me XDDD), but because it’d be oh-so-perfect (like dipping into a vat of delicious cream XD) and would be a possible scenario concerning my much-tooo-early demise. (Dude, I’d drop dead just seeing him in the flesh. Gah!).

But yes, it’s quite endearing seeing him wake up. Although it feels slightly like an invasion of privacy XDDDD, it’s nice seeing him act (somewhat) like a normal person, one evidently exhausted by his work – to the point where he grabs a couple winks here and there, no matter what position he’s in. Of course, immediately after noticing the camera, it was evident that he put on his on-camera personality again, but still, it was nice seeing the somewhat real, albeit asleep, Xiah Junsu. And he was mucho adorable (so adorable, I think my heart stopped beating for a couple secs) when he was just sitting there, blinking and (Thank God!) not noticing the camera a foot away from his face. XDDD

For now, I’m simply going to state that my attraction to Junsu has grown slightly a whole lot stronger after seeing one clip of him waking up. But, really, as a fan, it’s nice to see this evidently, quite real side of him. Now, personally, he doesn’t seem so removed from the rest of society, but truly seems like a real, living, breathing human being (and not some mindless robot following LSM’s orders).

Nonetheless, although I’m aware that tis the life of  a celebrity and his camera-man, I still feel like I’m intruding on his privacy by watching this clip. I mean, the poor boy evidently wanted a nap, and I dunno about you, but I definitely can’t sleep if a camera’s trained on me. Actually, just last weekend at my church’s sleepover, as I was dropping off to sleep, I felt something staring at me, and when I opened my eyes, there was my friend’s FLESLFHLHF camera lens right in my face. It was slightly disturbing (wow! My one minute of fame. XD), and resulted in a really awkward moment between my friend and I, which was quickly overcome by my consenting to having my unattractive picture taken. Still, from that one incident, I feel (or maybe I’m deluding myself into feeling) like I can identify with not just Junsu’s, but any celebrity’s, inhibition and lack of privacy. I’m completely aware that this is what celebrities and public figures have to put up with, but to not even be able to take a private nap without a camera totally in your face is just wrong in my reality. That said, I realize how completely hypocritical I’m being in publicizing this clip on my blog. But, really, I’ve provided both sides to some sort of argument (I really, actually, don’t know what or why I’m even arguing. XD), and this clip is honestly going to be publicized, no matter what I write.

But, Mr. Junsu, you really are quite ze cutie.

i see. i think. i write. iPod. (This makes no sense, I’m aware).

Am I such a freak for having spent hours and hours (read: maybe 10 hours in all? But this is over a course of four days or so.) organizing and then re-organizing my music?

If so, I blame it on my iPod. I mean, this is the first musical device I’ve ever owned. (I’mdeprivedIknow). I’ve never even owned a walkman. Yes, I’m aware that I’ve just crossed over from deprived to downright pathetic. So, can you blame me for wanting my music neatly organized into their proper categories? And I haven’t even organized their genres and subgenres, etc, etc, yet.

Maybe this is streaming from my neat freak, control nature. Not that I’m really neat – just ask my parents. Or visit my room. It (slightly) resembles  what some people might call a pig sty, sans the mud or smell. It also (slightly) resembles the destructive aftermath of a hurricane (but on a much smaller scale, might I add). But, gosh darnit, I love it the way it is. And it HAS to be the way it is, or else I won’t be able to find anything. As long as I know where everything is, everything’s fine. xD

And nor am I very controlling (even though I’d like to be the almighty head of some multi-corporation one day. Methinks I should rethink my goals. =P Maybe I’ll delve into public relations. Or advertising. Or go into accounting. The possibilities are … endless!). But I digress. And I do this a lot, as you may find it. It’s something along the lines of stream of consciousness – I write what I think essentially. It’s all edited though, because … lol … I think with really bad grammar. xD

Anyhow, my iPod’s exacerbated my already freakish, (somewhat) organizational self, but I love my mobile music, so I can’t complain. Excellent for long bus rides, which I’m no stranger to.

A/N Good luck goes to Nanshi, who has a midterm coming up tomorrow! I bet you’ll ace it. Actually, I know you’ll ace it.

And then, you’ll finally be able to watch “Line Up”/”Happy Together”. Omg. Hilarious stuff. I absolutely adore my Dong Bang boys (and with this, I officially break my DBSK fast). Heeeeeeee. 

And *my* blog’s on your list of links. *Points and nods*. That makes me insanely happy. =P  

A/N 2 Thanks for your compliment, pinkandsparkly (this is her personal/fashion blog btw. Her DBSK-centric blog can be found here. Omg. I just noticed the urls. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. I absolutely love it. Your next one should be http://iwishicouldcook.wordpress.com), regarding my writing style. It’s made me uber happy all evening. I haven’t stopped smiling once (that, coupled with the fact that Nanshi added me to her list of links coupled with the fact that I am so very easily amused. Sad, I know.)

I’ve just realized that I write about the most nonsensical things. And I’ve realized that when I’m tired, I really don’t think or write properly at all. I mean, if my English teacher were to read this, she’d be destroyed by my lack of proper … anything.

Evidently, I’m super tired right now. <3

Some WordPress Love. ♥

I think that I’m actually going to stick with WordPress. It’s uncomplicated, easy to use, and I like the format much better than that of Livejournal (no offence to Livejournal, but the layout was a little … messy).

Anyway, crazy week at school. So much work to get done before Spring Break (which I totally can’t wait for, even though I’ll be working all week). Aish.

And I’m beginning to think that my hair’s never going to grow past my shoulders. I keep cutting it, under the pretense that it constantly needs trimming so that it’ll grow faster. Of course, it’s not growing any faster and it’s not growing any longer.

Oh Em Gee.